SO many things tO think and frust about... From feelings..to money and education...
All I wish is just to end this year smoothly that's all ..
Cuz I'm currently sick of this condition now..
I wanna start to earn my living..
wanna repay back those good deeds that I owe or I'm supposed to return...
Crucial manners of all... I need to start saving money for the engagement ring that I had to get... But how m I supposed to save money in this condition where I only have sufficient amount of money to eat? An amount of pocket money which nt big and just enough to fill in my stomach whenever I'm hungry...
Where
M
I
Gonna get those money ???
I had to settle all this by end of this year...
Big sighs for me... And another stress coming in..
My heart is pressed so as my feelings!
God help me and my family.. If anyone would understand me..
I wonder is there anyone who has the same issue as mine..
Tears and
Laughter...blood and sweat... All I want here
Is just to make you're life
Happier than ever..
Better than before.. Erasing those bad
Memories and have a good shinny bright future with me...
I wanna be the one who will be holding your hand
Till the day we sleep in the casket..
Seeing people laugh, I could do the same... But, only for a short precious second..
Will continue blogging next time. I had to much to settle for now. I wish I had the money! Although it sounds materialistic.
