For the love of my life..

its 3.35am now... head was full of thoughts... regretting on some stuff what i did back then...hurting her so badly.

well...it already happened..so to me..i think it no need of me to feel regret but to do better job and make her as happy as possible with my might.

thinking of ways to make her life more colorful then ever...i hope by time everything goes better...

God bless and may her sad past be gone. i love you baby-cupcake..and i will never leave you for another girl. trust me..also,mark my words ya...

p/s- will use my full force and best to make you one happy cheerful young lady everyday! it's a mission for me to make you smile everyday..^^

i do cherish your love,your support and your everything...

remember this cupcake? its a 1st present from you~

curiosity kills....myself.

 today, one unknown number text me and saying, can i know you? and asking to be friend...sounds like a single girl flirting... and me with curiosity replied that unknown persons message...  without any intention of cheating on my fiancée, I've typed in a very playboy-ish tone and sounded more like i'm going to cheat on my current fiancée..

anxiously with the itchy feeling i had, i began texting for a while and asked for her Facebook add..
without knowing that the whole situation was set up to test my loyalty and commitment to the relationship i'm having now...

as i acted as though i was single writting those  flirty messages....
she was reading all these while...she was the mastermind.....
and...

 i hurt her feelings badly without noticing...
i felt so bad being so stupid and curious just to know one unknown person...
we nearly breakup because of this issue...
it's just one step closer to breakup....thx to me...
her believe towards me now are lesser..... yet sad to hear that...

but what can i do? i didn't know it would turn out that bad either...
stupid of me to do that dumb move...sighs.

have been together for ten months.... and i can only say sorry to apologize...
i just hope i can wipe that bad incident off her mind...
hope she forgets it soon....but i know it will stuck in her head for a time...

a big sighs for me....
and...
another frustration appears.....

16/1/2011 another day of life.

As it was morning 7plus am. i was having lot of stuff running in my head. frustrations most of it.
never mind that tho. but,
after waking up from a short deep slumber; one sad and sorry news was brought to the gates of the moy family.
saying that a relative passed away today. well, i'm sorry for their lost and may her soul rest in peace forever.

Having loved ones passing away around the Chinese new year season is one thing that nobody would want  and i felt it before, experienced it and also endured that painful moment last year on 2010. my late grandfather of mine. Mr. Chiew Siang Hwa.

choco the gay dog. cousins one.

nite time lol

spelling error..=.='' 

 pictures of 2010 lol. old memories.

I've move on and been stronger since that day.
i know how you feel.the deceased family. you have my condolence.


nvm that now. FYI, this is not one emo post lol. jz sharing pictures for fun. so be with it.

CNy's around the corner and i can't wait for all the great stuff cumin !
foods, clothes, friends and family.
most importantly.....red packets. XD

i had a fun night before that tho. which is 15/1/2011.
at my Hia Di's house. (justin) where we played tekken .
too bad Redzuan bro couldnt join, or else it will b more fun...
  argh, lazy to blog already. ...


so dear readers, excuse me for now......gota go eat.

so chiao time...madafucker. XD

random picture of the day. XD dead COCK-roach. 

2011 a new begining.?

taken by michelle babycupcake

its me. lol

i love food. XD

random shot.

another random shot


 14/1/2011 , 1.08am. where me, myself once a blogger came back blogging again once more due to certain reasons.

thanks to James the pikachu. a.k.a didi of mine. =.='' for asking me to blog lol

good memories appeared from last year..where interesting people appeared in my 20th chapter of my life journey where these people had become apart of my life. spreading out love and happiness, metal head hia-di Justin and brother Redzuan appears, Howe the emo bitch as well. XD mista Kevyn alongside with chipmunk nikke are also one of a hell combo family package that came into ma life. 

hereby, thanks to MIKI YAP the granddaughter of mine for introducing me to these people lol.

ehem, at the same time...im having ma final year in uni/coll whatever you wana call and it's for sure gonna be 

one tough year for me. 

i hope time passes by fast so that i could finish and face everything out soon.

not missing David who went for his internship lol, missing out those fun moments we had. xp

thanks another awesome brother named Jonas who lends his ear to me, listening ma problems that i'm facing. and being so understanding. cause u were in my shoes before.

brother Bruce, who i've met not long and not even hanging out twice. i know ure a cool guy lol. so hang out more if i hav the chance. xp

i'm basically posting this shit half naked lol. woots! xp

 lazy to type atm. 

and......to be updated....soon


enjoy sum random pictures below lol n ignore the blur ones. xp

a guy passing by

evening sky

nice shot eh? XD

jam

artistic shot.  manipulating the rain n mk it as an effect